I Just Don't Get It

I really don't get it sometimes. How someone can become so drunk and ornary. I mean, not to say that I have never had more than my share. But I always seem to maintain a happiness about me, and can still function. I don't resort to hurting others, or anything. If anything, it becomes a bother, feeling like you have to babysit the other.

I had to "pack" my significant other home tonight. I mean we are talking completely holding him upright, and everything. But apparently this was the wrong thing to do and it was all MY fault.

This gets tiresome.

There is a nice feeling about having a few drinks and relaxing and having a good time. But getting carried away is so blase.

I am sick and tired of this charade. It has happened way too many times.

Sigh, what to do ?